I Was Told
06.18.23
I was told
when you came to me -
when you landed on my chest,
as a beautiful moth,
that it was You.
(I thought You were a butterfly)
with your straw-like mouth,
with your big fuzzy eyes,
and your orange and licorice wings.
You crawled all the way up
to the base of my neck
and stayed there for a while,
until I started talking shit.
You took your little legs
and stomped on my mouth -
taking My words with You
as You flew into the trees.
I never saw You again.
I was angry.
I was sad.
That you stayed as a butterfly
and not as my Dad.